Life is over as I know it

Hi who ever is out there

Seems like life ended tonight…

I’m dizzy, I can’t stop crying, I feel so sick to my bone, I feel cold inside, I feel a big anger, sadness, angry, pissed off, want to destroy some, all those and thousand more feelings!!

A very good friend of Tore, and I would say me really, Haakon-Magnus, pinned on me tonight the ending of his and Tore’s relationship for a many years, he no longer is allowed he claims to do anything ever more for Tore again – was told that in a “board of meeting” where he works, all because he had said to people I no longer trust him.
Some etic rules prevents him to do any work for one/both parties when one is not trusting him, he claims, and while I do believe that is to be true, he has know for years the fact, but seems like he didn’t believe me…

I told him for years I don’t trust him longer then I can understand what he say/do – suddenly now around Christmas he realized it is true it seems – all due to the claim he has made, and tons of excuses of where that will he been talking about is…
I pushed for it, even Tore pushed for it, always a excuse, even Tore started to wonder…

And now, he pins it on me that he no longer can associate with Tore…

Asshole, thank you so much!

Thank you too Tore, as you never told me that today, asshole!!

I refuses to be the reason they can’t relate, I rather want a divorce then to be the reason they can no longer relate!!

Life ended

Life sucks

Better tomorrow, I guess,

Now, sucks big time!!

Needed to say it

Linda